September 2010
5 posts
Something i wrote back in August that i just found
It says that God knew us before we were born, that he already had our lives mapped out, but where or why in the whole scheme of things did i manage to draw the short stick, why did i have to put up with all the hurt and pain? What did i do to deserve that? Surely God couldn’t have wanted that for me, but then that leaves me asking why? Its not fair. I guess what really upsets me is that...
Ever felt as if you’re not whole anymore? Like, you’ve lost your smile, your laugh, your own self, you identity? And no matter how hard you try you just cant figure out why you feel that way, and no matter what you cant find a way to get back to how things were before. You cant get yourself back to the person you once were, or even the person you want to be?
Victim no longer, Survivor forever more
I am a survivor, not a victim, a survivor. I have been through a hell of a lot but i have SURVIVED..wow it feels good to say it and actually believe it for once. My body resembles all that has happened to me through scars and yes they are the one thing i hate most about my body but they are also the signs of survival. It may not have been good ways of coping, but it kept me going when i thought i...
Me
I am 18 years old and i have not had the easiest life. From the age of 6 i was sexually abused till last year when it finally stopped, thanks to the support of an amazing friend. I have been delt the short straw a few too many times but im still here right and thats all that matters. I may be depressed, i may have suffered with an eating disorder but where i am at now in my life is the best i have...